Angst

03Sep08

I don’t mean to make this an lj or anything, but I’m in a self-viewing mood so here goes. Maybe I’m just not right for people. When I look for a relationship I look for three things: They like me, I find them attractive (in what I think is attractive, personality, a certain look, &c), and the way they feel about themself. I’ve seen plenty of relationships where it’s a partnership of people, they just go well together. They not mesh ideologicaly but they enjoy eachother. I want that. I still go by my addage that most people suck, but it’s shortly becoming: Most people suck, those that are somewhat decent do not like me that way. So it comes to the dilemma of lowering my standards or knowing that were I to be in a relationship it would mean that someone else’s checklist would go unsatisfied. I want to be the guy, I don’t want to be that unfulfilled requirement. I don’t believe in “the one” but it’s coming to a point that if people are as specific as they are, maybe the number of people that have a checklist that I satisfy approaches zero quickly. My happinesss is nice, but I would hate to be happy while the other person is not. I don’t want to be a regret, I want to be satisfactory.

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